I love the sunrises in the autumn skies.
I love the sunsets, too.
I am one of those people who will pull my car over to get a picture. I think I may start taking my real camera with me for those spur of the moment shots. I may be a little crazy.
Tonight, I feel crazy.
My 5 year old has been crying and agonizing on and off all evening because he is afraid of death. I believe this somehow came out of a discussion in his music class today, where he was told Beethoven died at a young age of 35.
Tonight, he has cried, and gripped my hand, and said things like...
I am scared to die.
I don't want to die, ever.
Am I going to die?
Mommy, promise me I will never die.
I want to live on this earth forever.
I don't want you and Daddy to die.
I don't want my friends to die.
My heart is heavy, and my mind is exhausted.
Being a Mother is so very wonderful, and so very hard.